Holy shit, it's been a long time. o.o Hrm, well, I'm not too sure where to start.

School;

Shitty as ever, I suppose. I actually lost it last Friday, and walked out of a lesson. God, I really can't understand peoples prejudices. It actually upsets me a bit, because people call gays stuff like pervy, when actually, we can't help it if we're gay or bi. Believe me, I don't mind being bi, but if I could've chosen to be straight, I would've. But y'know, looks like I'm dealing with it. Actually, I'm kind of glad that people know the real me, 'cause at least i don't have to pretend I'm something I'm not. Stuff you bitches, and your narrowminded brains. :]

Home;

It's good. So much better than a few months ago. I've made the changes, and now I love it there.

Friends;

Firstly, I'm so grateful I have some people. You mean the world to me, and if I lost you, I'd most likely cry until I ran out of fluids to use. Your always there for me, and I'm here for you.

Lurve;

It's been around two weeks now, and I'm missing Emily. So so much. THe second she gets her arse on msn, i'm gonna hug her, and never let go <3>

Life In General;

It's good. I'm really loving it at the moment, and I don't know why. :) <3

Ewwwwww, today has been gross, to say the least;

Firstly, I got thrown into mud. Yuh huh. THROWN. And now my jeans are screwed up. ='( AND my shoes. Goddamn mean people. Why are teenagers so fricking evil? Even if they are your best friiends, but still, theres no excuse. Humph. But yeah, this last week and a bit has been SHIT. I'm missing Emily like mad (Her computer broke D:). So... yeah, been kinda lonely. Oooooh, I actually HAVE to write down the last couple of conversations I had at school. THey're gonna stick with me for life, I swear;

*Rushes over to grab the seat by the window, and gazes outside*
Me; 'Oh my God... guys! A car crash!'
Mojo; 'Awesome! Where?!'
Me; -.-'
Mojo; 'Brook, if you don't get out of that seat, you'll be a part of that accident.'
Me; 'I was here first!'
Mojo; 'Don't care! Move!'

*proceeds to drag me out of the room while I'm on the chair, and then grabs another chair by the window*

Me; 'Was that necessary?'
Mojo; 'Yes.'

Pssht. I wanted the seat by the radiator! Oh yeah, another one.

Mishi; 'I don't like oranges.'
Me; 'Meh, I don't mind it on its own, just not in chocolate.'
Mishi; 'Oh! I like it by itself and in orange juice!'
Dude! You said you didn't like them!!! I can think of another Orange she likes, but I'll be killed if I put it here. *cough*Jason Orange! *cough*

;)

Sigh... I hate school. Seriously, I would love to be homeschooled. No social life ftw? Pleh, I have Skype, and Elly, and Msn. I'll be fine! But still; I've been called in AGAIN to see a counsellor, and it's getting kinda tedious now. I'm fine by myself; to be honest, I want to try and deal with things myself, with support from friends maybe.

So... yeah. Another little piece o' life.

Peace out,

Brooklyn

xx

Scrap the last entry. I've actually fallen in love AGAIN. I mean, I'm still close as ever with X. but now the love I feel for him is like a sibling love... despite the fact I often can't stand my brother and sister. But now I've met someone else, and I'm in love with her. We've known each other less than a week, but I don't care. She's amazing, beautiful, sweet, gorgeous, mature and everything I could ask for. Anyway, time is just a way to measure something. We started talking, and almost instantly clicked. She's just... well, amazing, to say the least. I think about her 24/7. Stalker much, huh? D:

She's given me a new lease on life. I actually feel like I have something to live for again. Seeing as I was almost ready to give up, thanks to Laura. I actually don't care if she sees this; she already knows I hate her. And if she sees this, I hope she feels guilty as hell. Before Emily, I'd been ready to drop everything, and give up thanks to Laura. Thank God I didn't. But still, I know she'll regret everything. She'll look back in a couple of years time on Year Nine, and think 'Wow, I can't believe I did that.' THen I'll look back, and think about Emily. If I'm not thinking about her already, that it. >.> <.<

Brooklyn

XxX

Wow, my first day of being in love. How do I feel about this? No idea. It feels weird, I mean, I didn't think I'd be able to think of anyone else this way again. I mean, we're best friends. Let's call him... X for now. Just to keep things simple. So, I've known X for a couple of months now, and to be honest, everytime I come home, log onto MSN/Skype and talk to him, it lights up my heart. No lie. He's one of those people that automatically cheer you up the second you talk to him. So, now what? He likes someone else, and we're best friends. I mean, how AWKWARD would things get if I asked him to date me, and he said no? Or if we broke up a little while later. I want to at least stay best friends with him.

You're the star that lights my night. ♥

Mhm, cheesy, I know. But thats how I feel. I tell him everything; he tells me everything. And I guess thats good, right? You need trust in a relationship. And trust is something we both have. I guess...

Wow. The snow here is amazing. I've had no school for the last three days, and I don't have school next week either. But, we got sent some homework. FU Teachers! It's an extended holiday! Get screwed! ;] Went sledding/sledging yesterday, which was awesome... until the tray I was using broke. Goddammit! Wanna know who I blame? Two people; firstly, the guy who designed the tray. Secondly, whoever designed the hill, and put that teeny-weeny bump in. The bump that smashed the tray! ;_; Bleh. Oh well.

aaaanyway, enough about snow and love and love and snow, i'm going to go watch Disturbia. Shia LaBeuf. <3 Mmhm. Bai m'lovelies! xxxx

♫ I'm really loving everything at the moment. Of course, I'd prefer it if some people would quit provoking me, but what can you do? I have a hell of alot of willpower though; one person has been provoking me non stop. Do i fight? Hell no. ;) Mhm, I GOT THA POWAH. ;)

Anyway, this week hasn't been too bad. I'm actually really loving life at the moment. Which is weird for me. I mean, it might just be because I dont have counselling to dread anymore. Bah, I hated that. It always just upset me more. Thank God I don't have it anymore. ^^'

So, I'm really getting into music at the moment too. I'm learning acoustic guitar, and it's not going too bad. Trying to learn Love Story... never mind. Oh, having GCSE choices to look forward to. ><

I still don't know what to choose, and it's kinda making me panic inside just thinking about it. I want to go into singing when I'm older, but I don't know if I'll be able to make it Goddammit. ><>

Apart from that, life is... good? I'm getting back into my singing, and writing. Currently writing a 'book' called Shard, so keep an eye out. I'll post bits and pieces of it around here. Steal it, you die. :) <3

Anyway, coffee time, and it's a snow day!!! :D So, I'm going to go out in it, and have a snowball fight. Love you!

♥ ♫ Brooklyn ♫ ♥

Welcome home?

Well, I'm finally back from Weston-Super Mare, and it was AWESOME. Got through a whole book, over six hundred bloody pages! In two nights. Now that is what I call a record. Anyway, the coast was amazing; gorgeous sights, gorgeous guys, gorgeous... shops? Bah, that works. I got myself LOADS of new stuff, including a dress for New years Eve... I know! Me? In a dress? Didn't think it'd ever happen. Ever. AND high heels! Four bloody inches high! Wow, I'm turning into a girl. What do I think about that? To be honest, I'm scared out of my god-forsaken mind. But, I managed to recover some of my skater-tomboy-emo self! I bought myself a skateboard. Yuh-huh. Went to Argos, and bought a skateboard. It's pretty awesome, actually. It's full size, and was only fifteen pounds! Go me for finding a bargain! :3



I'm sorry for the short post. I'm tired. So off to bed. Night bitchtits! ;)

xXBrooklynXx