BEWARE. EMO POST. >.<'

God, the last couple of hours have been shit. Had a massive argument with my dad, and he just doesn't know how shit i feel at the moment. Tbh, I can't be bothered to tell my parents ANYTHING anymore, I just can't trust them. I feel really alone; its like I'm by myself with everything. But I don't know if this is good or not. I mean, the only people I can really open up to is people like Josh, Elly and sometimes other people. But I really can't trust anyone. I mean, its one of the most extreme and rare things when you find someone you can trust with your heart. I know of only three people. Most people find none. So I'm lucky, in that way. Trust is an extreme and rare gift. Not many people have it, or find it. I mean, imagine; someone tells you a massive secret, and you blab it. Not exactly trustworthy. But I guess I'm really lucky that I have Josh and Elly. They're awesome. I mean, earlier on, I was ready to give up on everything. And I mean, everything. I couldn't talk to anyone else, so I turned to him. He's like my big brother; minus the fights... actually, no scrap that. We do fight. And they make me laugh. (: Haha, you gotta love sibling love. ;)

But anyway, apart from that not-so-minor crappy point, the last days been goood. In my opinion. I'm going to Londooon over the weekend with two close friends. Boys, shopping and hanging? Hell yes, I'm there. :D

I'm on the phone to Katherine, annd we're just messing with randoms on Omegle. You should try it. ;3

This is a long, long, long conversation. I did quite well, for my trolling, don'tcha think? :D

You're now chatting with a random stranger. Say hi!

You: Welcome to McDonalds, may I take your order?

Stranger: I am a good headcrab. THE BEST HEADCRAB

You: o.o

You: ??

Stranger: reverse troll

Stranger: NOW WE ARE BOTH CONFUSED

Stranger: So who HAS really won?

You: I always win. THE GAME.

You: Automatic win

Stranger: FUCKKKKK

Stranger: FUCK ME

Stranger: IN THE ASS WITH A HARD STICK

You: Ok

Stranger: well fuck

Stranger: what do we do now?

You: I'unno.

You: Lets dance!

Stranger: Nah i just did that 2 convos ago

Stranger: Let's become fascists and communists!

Stranger: 卐卐 ☭☭

You: Yes, lets.

You: It'll be a revolution of the ages@!

Stranger: Then everything will explode because such concepts cannot exist together without sufficient conflict!!

Stranger: GENIUS!

You: Inorite? I am a genious. ;)

Stranger: Okay so I win right?

Stranger: That whole "THE GAME" shit is not a win anymore

Stranger: It can be disproved

You: No. LIES

Stranger: NO

You: YOUR JUST TOO SCARED TO ADMIT YOU GOT BEATEN BY A GIRL. O:

Stranger: Here, lemme 'xplain somethin' to you.

Stranger: Rule 34 states that "If it exists, there must be porn of it. If there is porn of it, it must exist."

Stranger: Until there is porn of THE GAME

Stranger: it does not exist

Stranger: /logic

You: Psssht, bullshit more like.

You: Hm,

Stranger: Fuck off my Internet logic is great. MINE IS BEST INTERNET LOGIC!

You: I like you. I have a feeling this could be the start of a beautiful friendship.

Stranger: With benefits?

You: Sure.

You: Serious though. Great minds think alike, as the famous saying goes.

Stranger: Yes.

Stranger: If you were really my friend you would look at this picture.

Stranger: http://boons.ath.cx:82/1264184192490.png

You: *If thats a virus, I will keel you. D:

Stranger: Everyone gets scared because they think "HOLY FUCK THAT'S NOT A LINK THAT ENDS IN .COM, .ORG, .NET, .EDU!!!!!!! IT'S CX! FUCKING SEE ECKS!!!!!!!!"

Stranger: then they think its a virus

Stranger: but it is not

You: Opened it.

You: Hm...

Stranger: It's nice?

You: Sure. If you think so, so do I.

Stranger: Well then I don't think so....?

You: Then its not nice.

Stranger: You're not nice....?

You: I know. Your not the first to tell me that, and most likely not the last either.

Stranger: Excellent

You: *does that weird thing that Mr Burns does in Simpsons* Eeeeexceeelenttt

Stranger: Simpsons? In MY OMEGLE?!

You: Hell yes.

You: Is that a problem...?

Stranger: Not unless you attack its weakpoints for spicy lulz.

Stranger: Because you are HEADCRAB COPYPASTA

You: O_O

You: I-I

You: I have a confession

You: I need to make.

Stranger: Go ahead.

You: I...

You: I love you.\

You: Will you marry me?

Stranger: That's pretty trve kvlt so sure.

You: Yay!

Stranger: So you like Ibanez?

You: Yeah

Stranger: What do you think about them phasing out the old S's?

You: I'unno.

You: I don't mind, tbh

Stranger: So I was gonna go to the shop and pick up a new one today but it's got 22 instead of the newer 24? Is it still a good idea?

You: Yep

Stranger: Nice.

You: Just a warning, this conversation may end up on my blog. Because thats how much this convo has made me laugh. Feel privileged, YOUR GONNA BE A STAR! O: O: O:

Stranger: LIKE RICK ASTLEY!

Stranger: Links?

You: Aha. Now that is something you'll have to find.

You: I KNOW

You: I'll give you a challenge.

You: If you can guess my first name after asking only five questions, I'll link ya.

You: AND YOU CANT ASK WHAT IT IS

Stranger: Will this be dangerous?

You: Nope.

You: No catches.

You: (:

Stranger: If you spell your name using letters that are immediately after the letters that actually make up your name, what word do you end up with?

Stranger: (For Z, please go to A)

You: CSPPLMZN

You: hahaha

Stranger: I don't think you did this right.

You: How so?

Stranger: You've secretly replaced my plan with another one and you tried to see if I noticed.

Stranger: I NOTICED

You: O_O

You: DAMMIT

You: I mean...

You: I didn;'t

Stranger: Then how do you explain THIS?!

Stranger: Stranger: O_O
Stranger: DAMMIT

You: I'm an evil mastermind.

You: Okay,

You: I'll give you three clues.

You: Its a place in America

You: It starts with B

You: And ends with N

Stranger: Is this a fucking CITY?!!?

You: Yes.

Stranger: I can plz haz state?

You: That'll give it awaaay. D:

Stranger: No it won't I promise because the pool's closed.

You: Sigh.

You: Its a place in New York

Stranger: Well fuck me I don't know

Stranger: and I have stopped with the care

You: D:

You: Its really not hard.

Stranger: Brooklyn

You: Poo.

You: You guessed.

Stranger: FUCK YES!

You: Congrats.

You: You win.

You: ._.

Stranger: Now let's guess your address

Stranger: and I can come over

Stranger: for some

Stranger: box of rape

You: Well you definitely ain't getting NO link of me now.

You: off*

Stranger: A denial is fine too.

You: Mhm

You: Hey,

You: who's been trolling who here?

Stranger: I think I won.

You: Psssht,

You: no.

You: I win.

You: And

You: you

You: know

You: it

Stranger: I denied your THE GAME, said shit about 卐卐 ☭☭☭☭, and mentioned half-life

Stranger: I think we both know who has won this shit.

You: Yep

You: Me.

You: :D

Stranger: I denied your THE GAME, said shit about 卐卐 ☭☭☭☭, and mentioned half-life

Stranger: I think we both know who has won this shit.

You: Yep

You: Me.

You: :D

Stranger: FUCK OFF

Stranger: YOU ARE A FUCKING

Stranger: SHIT

Stranger: AND I KNOW

Stranger: THAT I HAVE WON

Stranger: FUCK

Stranger: EVERONE

You: NOO

Stranger: RAGE

Stranger: RAGE

Stranger: RAGE

Stranger: RAGE

You: YOU HAVENT

Stranger: RAGEQUIT IN

Stranger: 3

Stranger: 2

Stranger: 1

Your conversational partner has disconnected.

It was amazing. This made me nearly wet myself laughing. It lasted about 30 minutes. And here I thought this was going to be a beautiful friendship. HAHAHA! :D

End of post guys, keep following!! <3

Brooklyn

-x-

Aaaah! Vampire Diaries is finally in the UK!!! >:3 Aanyone else been watching it? It's so awesome... God I love it.

So... I've finally been back on Youtube! Yay! >=D Did a cover of I'm Yours - Jason Mraz. I love that song so so much; just brings back good memories. Like being in Primary school, with old friends. Jeez, I miss you guys. I'm giving you guys a shoutout, feel privileged. ;)

Mikaela

Jessica

Ryan

Marcus

blah blah blah. can't even remember most of you. (:

Speaking of old friends.. I'm really happy. Someone I used to RP with god knows how many months ago came into the IRC (Internet Relay Chat, for you people that don't know. :) ) and I actually had no clue who he was, until he said that he used to be on the guild as Iceman/Iron Man! I was sitting there like - :O :O :O - and well... I'm just glad we got back in touch, to be honest. It'd been so long since we'd spoken, and I missed the guy! :)

Going onto the subject of schoolinzz and friendz... well...

I can't stand two faced people, okay, and no one can, amirite? So, I've finally gotten rid of a two faced 'friend'. The thing is, we're complete opposites; she's a chav, I'm an Emo; she's just... too much. I'm sorry. We used to be really good friends, and but shit happens, y'know? And also, she's the one who spread THAT around the school. If it weren't for her, we'd be the only two that knew. And to be honest, I'll never truly forgive her for that. I only wanted one or two people to know, until I was comfortable. She threw me in the deep end without a paddle. So, last Thursday, I put my foot down.

I told her I didn't want to be around a two faced user anymore, and left it at that. Of course, the next two days were filled with dirty looks, MORE ridculous rumours that she decided to bring up again were spread. But you know what? I don't care. It's worth it not to have to hang around with her, and PRETEND i don't know that she's bitching behind my back.

So, yeah, apart from that minor glitch. Life is good. :)

Brooklyn

xXx

Holy shit, it's been a long time. o.o Hrm, well, I'm not too sure where to start.

School;

Shitty as ever, I suppose. I actually lost it last Friday, and walked out of a lesson. God, I really can't understand peoples prejudices. It actually upsets me a bit, because people call gays stuff like pervy, when actually, we can't help it if we're gay or bi. Believe me, I don't mind being bi, but if I could've chosen to be straight, I would've. But y'know, looks like I'm dealing with it. Actually, I'm kind of glad that people know the real me, 'cause at least i don't have to pretend I'm something I'm not. Stuff you bitches, and your narrowminded brains. :]

Home;

It's good. So much better than a few months ago. I've made the changes, and now I love it there.

Friends;

Firstly, I'm so grateful I have some people. You mean the world to me, and if I lost you, I'd most likely cry until I ran out of fluids to use. Your always there for me, and I'm here for you.

Lurve;

It's been around two weeks now, and I'm missing Emily. So so much. THe second she gets her arse on msn, i'm gonna hug her, and never let go <3>

Life In General;

It's good. I'm really loving it at the moment, and I don't know why. :) <3

Ewwwwww, today has been gross, to say the least;

Firstly, I got thrown into mud. Yuh huh. THROWN. And now my jeans are screwed up. ='( AND my shoes. Goddamn mean people. Why are teenagers so fricking evil? Even if they are your best friiends, but still, theres no excuse. Humph. But yeah, this last week and a bit has been SHIT. I'm missing Emily like mad (Her computer broke D:). So... yeah, been kinda lonely. Oooooh, I actually HAVE to write down the last couple of conversations I had at school. THey're gonna stick with me for life, I swear;

*Rushes over to grab the seat by the window, and gazes outside*
Me; 'Oh my God... guys! A car crash!'
Mojo; 'Awesome! Where?!'
Me; -.-'
Mojo; 'Brook, if you don't get out of that seat, you'll be a part of that accident.'
Me; 'I was here first!'
Mojo; 'Don't care! Move!'

*proceeds to drag me out of the room while I'm on the chair, and then grabs another chair by the window*

Me; 'Was that necessary?'
Mojo; 'Yes.'

Pssht. I wanted the seat by the radiator! Oh yeah, another one.

Mishi; 'I don't like oranges.'
Me; 'Meh, I don't mind it on its own, just not in chocolate.'
Mishi; 'Oh! I like it by itself and in orange juice!'
Dude! You said you didn't like them!!! I can think of another Orange she likes, but I'll be killed if I put it here. *cough*Jason Orange! *cough*

;)

Sigh... I hate school. Seriously, I would love to be homeschooled. No social life ftw? Pleh, I have Skype, and Elly, and Msn. I'll be fine! But still; I've been called in AGAIN to see a counsellor, and it's getting kinda tedious now. I'm fine by myself; to be honest, I want to try and deal with things myself, with support from friends maybe.

So... yeah. Another little piece o' life.

Peace out,

Brooklyn

xx

Scrap the last entry. I've actually fallen in love AGAIN. I mean, I'm still close as ever with X. but now the love I feel for him is like a sibling love... despite the fact I often can't stand my brother and sister. But now I've met someone else, and I'm in love with her. We've known each other less than a week, but I don't care. She's amazing, beautiful, sweet, gorgeous, mature and everything I could ask for. Anyway, time is just a way to measure something. We started talking, and almost instantly clicked. She's just... well, amazing, to say the least. I think about her 24/7. Stalker much, huh? D:

She's given me a new lease on life. I actually feel like I have something to live for again. Seeing as I was almost ready to give up, thanks to Laura. I actually don't care if she sees this; she already knows I hate her. And if she sees this, I hope she feels guilty as hell. Before Emily, I'd been ready to drop everything, and give up thanks to Laura. Thank God I didn't. But still, I know she'll regret everything. She'll look back in a couple of years time on Year Nine, and think 'Wow, I can't believe I did that.' THen I'll look back, and think about Emily. If I'm not thinking about her already, that it. >.> <.<

Brooklyn

XxX

Wow, my first day of being in love. How do I feel about this? No idea. It feels weird, I mean, I didn't think I'd be able to think of anyone else this way again. I mean, we're best friends. Let's call him... X for now. Just to keep things simple. So, I've known X for a couple of months now, and to be honest, everytime I come home, log onto MSN/Skype and talk to him, it lights up my heart. No lie. He's one of those people that automatically cheer you up the second you talk to him. So, now what? He likes someone else, and we're best friends. I mean, how AWKWARD would things get if I asked him to date me, and he said no? Or if we broke up a little while later. I want to at least stay best friends with him.

You're the star that lights my night. ♥

Mhm, cheesy, I know. But thats how I feel. I tell him everything; he tells me everything. And I guess thats good, right? You need trust in a relationship. And trust is something we both have. I guess...

Wow. The snow here is amazing. I've had no school for the last three days, and I don't have school next week either. But, we got sent some homework. FU Teachers! It's an extended holiday! Get screwed! ;] Went sledding/sledging yesterday, which was awesome... until the tray I was using broke. Goddammit! Wanna know who I blame? Two people; firstly, the guy who designed the tray. Secondly, whoever designed the hill, and put that teeny-weeny bump in. The bump that smashed the tray! ;_; Bleh. Oh well.

aaaanyway, enough about snow and love and love and snow, i'm going to go watch Disturbia. Shia LaBeuf. <3 Mmhm. Bai m'lovelies! xxxx

♫ I'm really loving everything at the moment. Of course, I'd prefer it if some people would quit provoking me, but what can you do? I have a hell of alot of willpower though; one person has been provoking me non stop. Do i fight? Hell no. ;) Mhm, I GOT THA POWAH. ;)

Anyway, this week hasn't been too bad. I'm actually really loving life at the moment. Which is weird for me. I mean, it might just be because I dont have counselling to dread anymore. Bah, I hated that. It always just upset me more. Thank God I don't have it anymore. ^^'

So, I'm really getting into music at the moment too. I'm learning acoustic guitar, and it's not going too bad. Trying to learn Love Story... never mind. Oh, having GCSE choices to look forward to. ><

I still don't know what to choose, and it's kinda making me panic inside just thinking about it. I want to go into singing when I'm older, but I don't know if I'll be able to make it Goddammit. ><>

Apart from that, life is... good? I'm getting back into my singing, and writing. Currently writing a 'book' called Shard, so keep an eye out. I'll post bits and pieces of it around here. Steal it, you die. :) <3

Anyway, coffee time, and it's a snow day!!! :D So, I'm going to go out in it, and have a snowball fight. Love you!

♥ ♫ Brooklyn ♫ ♥